Joanna Lumley: I suffer from a ‘nameless dread’
JOANNA LUMLEY has revealed she’s not always as bubbly as the bottle of Bolly from which her much-loved Ab Fab character frequently swigs.
The 72-year-old said that she often suffers from a ‘nameless dread… worse than any horror film’, adding that the feeling usually descends from ‘out of the blue’.
It arrives ‘when you’re completely happy, you’ve got enough money, everybody loves you, you’ve got a job to go to,’ she shared.
‘And you wake up in the middle of the night with the nameless dread — that’s all I can call it — and it’s worse than any horror film and it is so appalling that you can’t put a face or a name to it….
‘Maybe it’s a kind of hyper-anxiety, but I’m not really anxious. It’s more than that.‘
The actress, who has recently filmed a new epic travelogue for ITV, added: ‘I think if you have it a lot, it becomes depression. I think that’s when people wake up in the morning and their lives are pitch black.
‘But nameless dread flits in and out and you go, “Pfft, it isn’t there. It’s gone. It’s OK, it wasn’t there”, so it’s like a nightmare. It’s like a waking nightmare.’
The star’s new show, Joanna Lumley’s Silk Road Adventure, sees the actress trail 7,000 miles across continents, deserts and mountains.
And the experience left her with another uncomfortable feeling — but this time about trains.
Revealing that ‘every train we’ve travelled on, in every part of the world, is better than any British train’, she said: ‘It hurt me terribly because… I love the idea of ‘our trains’ and we invented them and put down railroads wherever we went in the world, wherever we had colonies, wherever the British Empire went… and suddenly to find that they are far better in Mongolia than they are in England.’
Joanna Lumley’s Silk Road Adventure starts on ITV on Wednesday, September 12
Author: Anna Thomson